Some bloggy @ work.
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"Someone who can understand me without me saying all my thoughts out…to be there for me as my pillar of strength,trust me,love me and most imptly,believe in my dreams…"
I quote…

If that someone would have believe years ago,she would have found him already.
That is all I can say.
It is highly dangerous to leave quotes from somebody but not myself here,coz anyone can just find up.But again,why should I hide?
Like Ruins of my Incandescent Reveries is actually nothing but Shards of my Luminous Dreams.
If you remember seeing it somewhere,you should know whom I quoted from. I merely replaced the words.
No originality,I admit.
Sadly I own no hands that can crave up beautiful languages,own no mouth that can sing like a linnet, and own no brain that can qualify as a linguist.
Today is my second last day of work.
Conflict ions of emotions are least that I would be expected to feel.
There is nothing that I will miss here.Not the environment,not the people,not the work.
It does feel good to be able to do things under your own command,but sadly I have a demanding sick supervisor that screwed the entire work for me.
So I thought that perhaps it is the unknown and the uncertainty that kinda daunts me.
What I am gonna do after that?
The Thailand trip is to be called off,coz it costs mighty lot.
My jaws virtually reached the ground when my uncle told me to prepare at least a half k,just in case.
Ha-Ha-Ha!
This is nothing that my status would allow me to.
Though I fiercely refused any allowances from my parents but being sole independent does not mean I would have the money to travel like rich asses!
I kinda doubt that I would be picking up any new jobs for several good reasons.
a)I am lazy.
b)I dun want it to thwarted my NIE plans next year.
c)I dun want my christmas be ruin.
d)I wanna rest my engines that’s been running non stop for a long time.
e)I would like to take a short break to REALIZE life for a while,and to find up what do I want.
Sounds great,eh?
Maybe all are just excuses la.
Beyond the words,you are just a shadow.—This is truly my own words.
I dunno but I cant help to really feel like kicking those rich ass kids,esp those of my same age.
Somehow the riches just get richer!
I am not kidding, I really know of such pple.
As I would speak in my native tongue, " Why sia??!!"
I would like to believe that God is fair and is holding to that belief.
Cos I know things are not always as perfect and beautiful as it seems on the surface.
Say he/she is rich but maybe feels like absolute craps inside?Maybe is feeling very lonely,or never met the right one in relationship?
Say he/she seems to be so beautiful but maybe got some scars u never see,or very poor health?
Say he/she has everything now,but maybe feels so empty coz he/she doesn’t know what more to get?
I am not pointing my finger on any specific soul la.
Dun get me wrong.
Maybe what I'm trying to bring across is if u live,think,feel simple,you actually got a lot more than others.
Count your blessings coz there will always be more unfortunate fella beings around you,if not scatter all over the world.
World Peace~